.00076283% chance per girl, that the average guy sees his love, they marry, happily bullwhatthefuckever (stats from The Book of Numbers by Aaron Clarey). I get the whole increase your numbers thing… you see, that’s a key point. Women took advice meant for men, adopted it as “girl power” and fucked up society, with the wanton sexual debauchery.
As someone who hasn’t been on a date since 2017 and celibate since 2015, I don’t really care a fuck all about this, I’m finding it difficult to write about any benefits to dating modern women, beyond carnal gratification. I don’t want to hook up with you, I don’t want to be your fwb, I don’t want any of your slut/whore energy in my future.
Modern women love to scream about patriarchy or wage gap or other such escapist, blaming bullshit. Anything, ANYTHING to escape cupability. As a modern man, albeit disabled and completely invisible to women, I have been afforded the opportunity to observe. I have for the past 2+ decades, with only minor forays into the hellscape of modern relationship dynamics.
A true agape love, a hierosexual relationship, is what I seek, I won’t settle for less and yes… settling for less is also getting your back blown out by a random guy(s), ladies. True settling is giving up a life of working on love for life working as a whore, guy or girl. Love is not a destination… love is a journey. Modern Women want to wait at the finish line for a love, skipping the best part… building that love.
Hitchhiker 
Musings on muses, Andy Warhol was inspired by Muses but so was Ted Bundy.
Life is life and it is what it is.