#135

21st Century Life

Whispering winds carrying smoke filled grenades
Lives bouncing left of normal

Trying times trouble Bin’laden, wanting to right his wrongs
People begging gods for deliverance

The black spotted lamb backtracks to the elders’ way
Walking wires of sweet tongued devilry

We walk on a rickety bridge, this life is fragile to behold
Live and love in the here and now

These moments of strife are but a breath of life
Repeated over and over again

Sword is replaced with gun, gun with nuclear bomb
Killing humans, no regard for life

#134

A Modern Revolution (added)

Your excuse, you’re married, but you’ll kindly fuck a stranger ‘cos you aint getting’ it at home’.  Trivial meanderings spreading crabs and other small things, makes me laugh at rationalizations.  Winding paths of life and only taking the known, the safe, as conscience or cowardice tells you to, but for when you get caught in the moment, conscience be damned…“Fuck, I wanna fuck this piece of ass!”  Beg for forgiveness for something you truly wanted.

Lied to.

Just another lie to add to the web that is your life.  The bigger world (the pocket book) scare mongering into rash decisions, enforcing delusions of sovereign control…raping the world of its life, its humanity, its personality…a better place?!  Workers paying increasing fees to work, fueling this global rape, cyclical chaos to the nth degree, ever evolving, ever increasing.

Lied to.

Starving yourselves of nutrition…embracing a lie; engorging your obesity…embracing a lie…lying to live, dying to lie, lying to strive for reasons you can’t ask “but why?”

Lied to.

From the start, parents living their lie, “giving them a better life”.  Helpless and left, a better way to be found, not posed for stupid photos every other week “to keep a record.”  A record for what?!  Who really gives a fuck about faux settings with fake smiles?  The superficial breeders , breeding superficial needers.

Lied to.

Sadness filling the world, reaching for a false reality, the lie of lies…entertainment for many.  The richest are those without, struggling, living, striving for their “lie”, they don’t see it.

Lied to.

Shed the guilt, bend her over and fuck her harder.  Sexual action belied by lack of verbal sexuality…timid whores, excused, created by society’s judgments cursing the wanton frivolity of youth.  Behind closed doors the lie is shed, hypocrisy revealed with lurid haste, fetishes indulged or denied for 60 Minutes or Lifetime’s movie.

Lied to.

Nostalgic poisons poison love in droves.  Give up on your heart, your mind is a tricky fucker.  Fucked it up again, you crawl back to the prison lackey.   A history had, truths denied…”Love”.  Awe!

Lied to.

You carry a torch dressed in red or blue.  The purple puppet master stands above, pulling strings, laughing hindquarters gone.  Squabbling here, dropping bomb there… distraction is key.  Keep the sheep looking left, knife slips in the right.

Lied to.

Work your ass off, must make end’s meet. Big Brother takes a hefty chunk,  Slavery was abolished.

Lied to.

We are all very very different, each of us a unique snowflake… black, white, red. yellow, fake tan… nothing is the same.  We are all individuals looking out for ourselves.

Lied to.

DoD responsible for developing AIDS virus…

 


 

DEPARTMENT OF DEFENSE
APPROPRIATIONS FOR 1970

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HEARINGS
BEFORE A
SUBCOMMITTEE OF THE
COMMITTEE ON APPROPRIATIONS
HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES

NINETY-FIRST CONGRESS

FIRST SESSION
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SUBCOMMITTEE ON DEPARTMENT OF DEFENSE APPROPRIATIONS

GEORGE H. MAHON, Texas, Chairman

ROBERT L.F. SIKES, Florida
JAMIE L. WHITTEN, Mississippi
GEORGE W. ANDREWS, Alabama
DANIEL J. FLOOD, Arizona
JOHN M. SLACK, West Virginia
JOSEPH P. ADDABBO, New York
FRANK E. EVANS, Colorado
GLENARD P. LIPSCOMB, California
WILLIAM E. MINSHALL, Ohio
JOHN J. RHODES, Arizona
GLENN R. DAVIS, Wisconsin
R. L. MICHAELS, RALPH PRESTON, JOHN GARRETT, PETER MURPHY, ROBERT NICHOLAS
AND ROBERT FOSTER, Staff Assistants_______________
  * Temporarily assigned.
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RESEARCH, DEVELOPMENT, TEST, AND EVALUATION

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agents that we have ever considered. So, we have to believe they are
probably working in the same areas.

 

SYNTHETIC BIOLOGICAL AGENTS

      There are two things about the biological agent field I would like
to mention. One is the possibility of technological surprise. Molecular
biology is a field that is advancing very rapidly and eminent biologists
believe that within a period of 5 to 10 years it would be possible to
produce a synthetic biological agent, an agent that does not naturally
exist and for which no natural immunity could have been acquired.
 
      MR. SIKES. Are we doing any work in that field? 
      DR. MACARTHUR. We are not. 
      MR. SIKES. Why not? Lack of money or lack of interest? 
      DR. MACARTHUR. Certainly not lack of interest. 
      MR. SIKES. Would you provide for our records information on what
would be required, what the advantages of such a program would be,
the time and the cost involved? 
      DR. MACARTHUR. We will be very happy to. 
      (The information follows:)

      The dramatic progress being made in the field of molecular biology led us to
investigate the relevance of this field of science to biological warfare. A small group of experts considered this matter and provided the following observa- tions: 
      1. All biological agents up the the present time are representatives of naturally
occurring disease, and are thus known by scientists throughout the world. They
are easily available to qualified scientists for research, either for offensive or
defensive purposes. 
      2. Within the next 5 to 10 years, it would probably be possible to make a new
infective microorganism which could differ in certain important aspects from
any known disease-causing organisms. Most important of these is that it might
be refractory to the immunological and therapeutic processes upon which we
depend to maintain our relative freedom from infectious disease. 
      3. A research program to explore the feasibility of this could be completed
in approximately 5 years at a total cost of $10 million.
 
      4. It would be very difficult to establish such a program. Molecular biology
is a relatively new science. There are not many highly competent scientists in the
field. Almost all are in university laboratories, and they are generally adequately
supported from sources other than DOD. However, it was considered possible
to initiate an adequate program through the National Academy of Sciences –
National Research Council (NAS-NRC). 
      The matter was discussed with the NAS-NRC, and tentative plans were plans were made
to initiate the program. However decreasing funds in CB, growing criticism
of the CB program, and our reluctance to involve the NAS-NRC in such a con-
troversial endeavor have led us to postpone it for the past 2 years. 
      It is a highly controversial issue and there are many who believe such
research should not be undertaken lest it lead to yet another method of massive
killing of large populations.
 On the other hand, without the sure scientific
knowledge that such a weapon is possible, and an understanding of the ways it
could be done, there is little that can be done to devise defensive measures.
Should an enemy develop it, there is little doubt that this is an important area
of potential military technological inferiority in which there is no adequate
research program.

 

CROSS-COUNTRY SHIPMENT OF LETHAL AGENTS

      MR. SIKES. Now, let’s talk about shipments. There has been a great
deal of discussion–most of it hostile–about the proposal to ship cer-
tain stocks of nerve gas across coutry for transporting to a deep 

Thoughts of the morning hour…

Sacrifice means nothing if it is not difficult.  Try as we might to hold on to things, people, situations… if but only for the familiarity.  Change is not some evil monster.  Change is the essence of life.  Welcome change, a new perspective, a new experience, growth. Everything in our lives is there by the choices we have made… the choice to not make a choice is still a choice.

#79 (reiterated)

Fresh

Not a shit was given as he said goodbye

the usual pang of lost hope was nil

Steadfast in what he knows and doesn’t,

finding comfort in curiosity

At peace upon this plane of being

breathing deep sigh of relief

Why are these people drawn to him

they say he is amazing, an awakening

perhaps for future thought

what blasted him from reverie was

handled with humbled grace

seeking to awaken the addled minds

of any he comes across

he will not shirk for polite correctness

such is a banal, wasted life.

What would you do if you could?

if i could… I would show people that we can make the world a better place, our place if we would just do one small act… shift our minds from a want/more more more attitude over to an attitude of gratitude for what we do have.  

We are alive in the most volatile time on our planet, thus far!  We are wavering on a cusp of either total annihilation or total awareness.  Join the global consciousness!!!