Fuck You Thrice The time for playing your luck is through. Now is the end, your choice is made. A life of loss and lessened love, fuck you. Care he cannot,too much he gave. Chance and chance, squandered and tossed Never realizing how much you lost Bleed he did, heart and soul.. the price tag … Continue reading #112
Month: April 2013
Guardian Angel Beginning again is not as daunting a prospect as felt at one time, not too long ago. He is learning very valuable lessons What he is worth, how he will be treated What he will put up with, his patience tried, limits are fast approaching, he feels no sorrow for the lack of … Continue reading #111
Not The End Feeling strong and worthy of so much more. discordance and disregard... thought as less than need less than want is more, Traded down for less but with more superficiality. Scarred he's not, memory made, and lesson learned. But no! He will not give up, cannot give up.
Saving Grace Bit in the ass, a pain as deep as any you have ever felt. "I told you so" will never be said, need never be said, you know the truth, knew it before some lessons are only learnt the way of the fist Fists and furious lusts, a dangerous combination. Comfort and grace … Continue reading #109
The Choice He pours his heart into the bowl of life Translucent and bright, it spins round and round Holding none in reserve, it's not his fault Life is to be lived unto the fullest Partial commitments dull love ev'ry time If both are not invested, why bother? Cull the verge and let true love blossom forth. … Continue reading #108
No Regrets On the first page of our story our future seemed so right the next page was sullied and it didn't turn out so bright I am still here waiting, don't make me seem the fool What you need, my darling, is far more than the tool. Lies and love.... a love profound, many … Continue reading #107
Energetic Secret Starlight, star stuff... the source of it all. Consciousness varied, mistakenly wasted A brief gasp, a moment of life Droll by the masses, light within a few. Life is abundant, open the eyes. Look not for want but for whom to help self to self, unity, rather than self alone Such is … Continue reading #106
Keep Calm and Carry On A glimpse inside the life of one who has seen pain one who knows loss, one who has the strength to rise No amount of betrayal can take the fire from his eyes He has been here before but did not expect it again. No worries are had, tears were … Continue reading #105
Love vs. Lust Sometimes you find out that the one you love is not what you want but what you need. The age old conundrum... love or lust? Logically, the choice is simple from without, from inside, she can't see the forest for the Mack truck parked in her yard. The one she is coveting … Continue reading #104
The source of dreams?
Are dreams activated in the hypersensitive sections of our brains, those only effected by the tidal sway? Is that the reason why people tend to dream at night; their minds are free from the pressing gravity of the sun? Such thoughts are pouring through my mind all day and yet I only find fascination during … Continue reading The source of dreams?
Residual Effect What else could explain such a connection with a stranger other than giving yourself to him that first night? Lies to self and those you love do not erase the truth Up all night, fucking your brains out, hope you had fun. Now, you are caught in a manipulator's trap; a victim of … Continue reading #103
Love Of Self Some things money can not buy, the frills will satisfy for a time but something much deeper is needed a connection of soul; of energy true that magnetic pull that lies within Drunk for a time on fantasies hashed wake from the reverie to a new dawn.
My Request You are my bliss, my all encompassing muse You see me for who and what I am You make me a priority in your life Reciprocation is unquestionably given A truth, an energy made manifest in a shared love A maturing of self; a mastering of spirit.
Single-Serving Friend Where are you going sir, the bellhop asked the man "I am seeking the one I felt there but know is here" What is the purpose of your fool's errand, kind sir? "The feelings I felt could lift a mountain, a champion love! Majestic and true... perhaps the greatest virtue. This love is … Continue reading #100
Laken That pain inside, that old familiar feel. One of the few things I am sure of being real. Lust is fickle, energy is blind, What the heart wants is passed over by the mind. Self-respect, being trampled not I have to stick with the cards I have got She played her games, fooled me at the start … Continue reading #99
Answers Under The Sun What is the nature of your song? What is your being yearning? What words is your soul, your energy singing to the walls of time? "I am a being of light! I am I am... the god of my world!" Walking in form, energy testing consciousness, it is a beautiful thing. … Continue reading #98
Trunk Space Some hurts hurt the deepest, deeper than any you have ever felt. Fingers tracing countless scars, how could this be? The elephant is you? The energy is powerful within your being. So much is counted against you, so very much, But the power within you is greater still, the truth is known. Is … Continue reading #97
A Ridiculously Long Title That Serves No PurposeSo there I was...
The Grass Is Greener Where You Water ItDo not define yourself by residual realityTake this moment and make it yoursOwn the world, create your universeThoughts become form, feelings become factIt is, truly, as simple as that, no gimmicks.To change your world, change your view.
At The Beginning Bit by bit you leave it on the floor, would anyone recognize you anymore? Shed one skin to grow the new, this more likely to be your true. Foolish notions thought by most, fraught at the end with warring ghosts. He understands and gives you space, to ease your mind, a loving … Continue reading #94
In Tandem [Laken]: "Just a passing thing they said you'd be but a long time passing you'll be to me you came to me in the heat of the night Oh, my love, you shine so bright! The night our bodies were entwined the feelings were passion and love combined yes, a long time coming, … Continue reading #93