4-30-2016 I've spent this last April evening crying my eyes out Being strong for years on end wears on one's being I feel weak, I feel alone, in the darkness... Actual and rhetorical, distractions hold sway no longer Thoughts, feelings...boiling over the edge Why put on a happy face?!? I've done it for so long … Continue reading #279 →

Self Talk You knew, you knew from the start! Lying to yourself only deludes your understanding  That's what hope does, you overly hopeful bastard Few are prepared and none are more Rare oils rest alone You, one of the rarest Alone.

Pbutt and Sniperooney "Down guys, down... Roll over!"  "Good girl! Good boy!" Scratch the heads, the jaws, take the paws  Grab the food, take two bowls, healthy scoops to brim filled goodness Tails wagging, water full, take a pull, time to eat! "Good doggies!"

Redux Thank you You were the inspiration for thought Carried over time and emptiness  Nothing more A placeholder of think Thank you

Stone  Memories walking  Loving loves, unrequited  Numbness seeps to core

Worth Is More Stop sacrificing self for women who don't care about, don't see, don't value  Too wrapped in a world of face deep wisdom and cheap fanciful fucks Worth so very much more, more than worthy, though  None see nor value the gift...the folly of an intention deficient society  Worthy of love, true love...the … Continue reading #274 →

Soluble  Immediacy's gratifying armor shed for acceptance of is What one wants is of trivial import Energy without, comparable to that within  Spectrum the same, though focus, the change 

Coastal  Planning escape Lastly broken straw man excuse removed Spread to area more accepting More inviting to intellectual being Cesspool of intelligence dearth Is blistering wizened soul

Buddy System Withdraw Lock away Tuck inside Hide beneath Remove from view Forget  Move along

Naïve In Fame Making time is done, privilege lost when no reciprocal thought given Stepped over support, for granted taken...walk on toes of love Discarded for society's fancy, that bullshit show Seen with excitement and lustful fervor... Novelty never had, dipping toes into pool of acid, about to take a plunge "Stop! Wait!" -SPLASH...glug glug-