Two Times Three What to do as your mind is telling you no but your heart is telling you yes? Follow a way you find taboo? Follow a mind, scarred in love? Others talk, they always will... worry not on trivial things. A strength inside is fostered, a trust built out of wisdom received. Positive … Continue reading #61 →

BHAAwake at untimely hour, knowing something is on the mindBeginning to write, what he don't know but hopes to findThoughts of a friend loved, stuck in love, caught in a deceitful webCoaxed forward with a loving hand, the evil love begins to ebbStepping with straightened step, they walk in step togetherOne to go this way, the … Continue reading #60 →

So I was talking with a good friend of mine today who is going through the second of two bad breakups in the past three years.  She started describing what was going on and their behaviors and I saw memory flashes and such of reading about these type of situations explained from the guys' perspective, … Continue reading What devious trappings of character… →

Mutt's on a September Eve Brakes give out and what the fuck?!? Thrown to reverse to avoid oncoming traffic. Parking lot shenanigans and small city night. Damn it to hell, I just needs go one mile! Bar is full and I am sober, on to adventures cut short with lack of stop.  Coax it home … Continue reading #59 →

Growth In Love Some say I wear my heart on my sleeve, that I may, but then I do as I please. To be unafraid to open yourself, to love another, such is one of the greatest accomplishments and the reason to life.  A reason for living for more than just fabrics, knowing love in … Continue reading #58 →

Exterminating Angels Selfish love is a cheating love, so prevalent in these troubling times. Sad to see the lack of true ecstasy. Cheated for loss of feeling the feel of fullness reached on another's part Seeing, feeling, hearing the gasps escaping with feverish vigor.  Touching here, caressing there, the warmth of love renewed in physical song.

Prayer is just the verbal or mental coaxing of one's subconscious.  People not ready to accept this simple truth will still credit a deity, so as to appear sane and not schizophrenic, kinda funny really.  That is perfectly okay.  Whatever eases the anxieties of life.  Problems occur when people pray to a god to do … Continue reading What prayer actually is →

Life, it happens in the weirdest ways.  I don’t play games, I could but I refuse and have no want or need for it.  I guess you might credit that for my sordid love life, it is what it is.  I have friends in the pick up artist (PUA) community and sure, I gave it … Continue reading Who is this Kyle guy? →

Arriving at Miami University Middletown (MUM) at 2:20, I park and walk into the side entrance of Johnston Hall. While humming Dave Matthews’ Ants Marching, my head begins to swell as I pass by a couple of cute college girls walking by, how could they know I was only seventeen and a Junior in high … Continue reading Seasons of Change →

I am often asked why and how I am so happy with my life, considering the incidents of my other blog posts.  I have but one answer, this is it.  This life is all we are sure of having.  I'm not going to get into a theological debate because that isn't the point of this … Continue reading This is it →

Eyes Wide ShutDon't deny or embrace the lie, strive to liveand you will learn the why. Push past what can't be changedand change the way of your world today.Only you hold the key, why is it that you cannot see?

...I have loved history and writing my whole life, I am now sharing my thoughts and what I've learned with the world, I would be hindered if I didn't know how to write.  Is it possible that i knew myself befor I knew that I knew?   That somehow, the energy withing me was focused … Continue reading true worship →

The institution of religion became outdated with its inception.  Human decency precedes religion, simply verifiable with the fact that the modern calamity of the relgiious state, and all of its atrocities, can be traced through these past 2000 years.  Before that, there was only territorial disputes between various tribes who just happened to be from … Continue reading The State of Affairs →

Shutterbug Click, shutter, flash The camera whirs again The camera of my heart a snapshot saved in time

Cougar Quest An impossible love in an improbable time, Carrying the weight of fey longings Want to tryst but reality cries false,  Falling back to bitter trappings Not known to follow cliche or frivolity,  Reaching ever higher.