A love so apparent an outsider can see, a love so profound it is seen when talking

About her, her smile, her life, her daughter. A love unrequited, felt for nigh on

Sixteen years, a love he now sees is haunting his very being, friend is all she wants,

And so he freely gives. With honesty and courage is how he chooses to live.

Brutal honesty to himself and for others, bullshit has its place.



Evolving Thoughts of an Eve

Lovers have come before and they will come again,

More than carnal want is what he wants but he goes without

The connection, trivialized by immediate gratification, cherished

By one who knows the difference… found in friendships but lacking

The intimate closeness, the hugging and kissing and holding.  Sorely missed

And wished but not found in the dismissive, missives he is given by those

That continue to dis him and dismiss him as less than holding his own

In a world where seeing is being and inside he’s dying like flies on lights

At night. The fright to be seen as the star you are is where the misshaped world is

Raping the shaping of a twice riven soul. Driven by fire and desire to help others rise higher

And stoke the pyres of creative essence, an effervescent presence that is the first step

Towards an innocence lost back where we began before the whore of greed took the world

And need lost meaning of truth and the youth were the bright spots of life before

Fictitious strife ruined lives in the name of “freedom” and pride.

All for money’s sake, they take, take, take with a rake of fake drama and materialized war

The “man” of corporate want, wanting more, more, more.

A loss so profound is felt but not found as poison seeps in to the water and ground

The source of life, the abiding force and of course the source of neglect is wanting to reinforce

Its lording of sky, ground and air and there will be no question who is to blame when the

Game comes to a crashing end and what’s left is the cleft of a bread basket turned sour

And the dour glower of the cowards in power as they see how they fucked us all

Of their own accord, cutting their own necks with a nuclear sword.



Trapped within a sallow mind, thought beautiful in ignorant glory.

Bigoted fealty to the super ego want, collective insanity.

Seeking to broaden minds, to open worlds,  to release the bedraggled

And cognitively damned, that is what I seek to do. Many will resist,

Nostalgic poison eating the mind, sating narcissistic want.

Continue the fight, reason is winning.  Slowly amongst older, but

quickening in the young.  Hope enough for that, a distraction from the real.


Tongue parts her dripping lips,
Swirling in the sex, reaching for
Ecstasy, elusively coy, becoming commonplace
In the face of familiar tongue fucking

This is his ecstasy, his total control.
Her pleasure, ransomed by lick and flick.
Her hips moving in circles, rocking in lust,
Breath catching, quickening pace, shuddering
Shoulders, quivering legs, juices drip readily…
Juices sustaining life in love.

Unpopular yet very patriotic thoughts:

American freedom is not and has not been in jeopardy… the armed services are invading sovereign nations, killing civilians and more besides, to further corporate interests and to prolong the failing petrodollar… people ask why the German people did nothing in the face of Nazism… I say they were ignorant of reality and apathetic due to propaganda saturation (sound familiar???).  All war is a trick, it is a scam, it is run by the corporations because that is how they make money. I understand the emotion tied to loved ones serving and how they have almost all americans duped into the “support the troops, support the war” bullshit… I have friends and family in the military, even had plans on going pararescue before my car accident in 2000, I am not against having an armed service for when it is needed. I am against the Military Industrial Complex and their rash campaign of proxy wars and bullshit terrorism. All terrorism is fake, it is orchestrated by the wealthy to perpetuate a fear base upon the lower class in an ongoing class war. I respect the troops for their choice to help protect us, but they are being duped. We are not being threatened. The people that have a problem with the usa are the people the MIC has fucked over via socio political moves, terrorism, corporate sponsored genocide, drone strikes and other more clandestine actions.

Support your loved ones, those who help others… stop glorifying and supporting war.