BHA Redux Your eyes brighten then fade as you see my face conditioned response to manipulating hands. Can you not see the evil inside, the part you won't let die, the planted remains of a cancer, with no name? Disregarded, walls are built, friend you have lost and one of the best.  Eyes don't lie, just … Continue reading #75 →

It is quite the anomaly, I am happier now than I ever was being involved with a religion.  The majority of those I meet, who have foregone mainstream religions are some of the truly happiest people I have ever met.  Religions are preached to be about peace and harmony, but they lack one key point... consistency.  The widely … Continue reading Happier than ever before →

Ohio needs to have an alternate currency, we need to end dependence on these federal slavery notes.

"If our civilization is destroyed, it will not be by the barbarians from below.  Our barbarians come from above.  Our great money makers have sprung up in one generation into seats of power kings do not know.  The forces and the wealth are new, and have been the opportunity of new men.  Without restraint of culture, experience, … Continue reading 118 years and still holding true. →

people rationalizing their stupid choices away by fantasizing something they couldn't possibly know.  That is the reason my friendship with BHA was ended.  She dreams about her abusive ex, who is a few inches taller than me, and rationalizes it away saying it must have been me, only without my accident, cos I would have … Continue reading The root of my discord, WTF?!? →

We are on the cusp of either a second dark age or a revolution in human achievement.  Petty squabbles over colors and myths are distracting us from the true potential of the world.  If we continue to wallow in our complacency, thinking we are the zenith of human accomplishment, we are delusional, for one and secondly, bound for … Continue reading A moment in time →

Why Do I Care? Freed me from my burden, your choices are yours alone. Pick you up, once you've fallen, that is that all I can do Do I wish you had more sensibility, of course it is true You are making choices that will only kill your soul Choking out your life, leaving you … Continue reading #74 →

Not to escape but a must to embrace the thought, the next big thing, the best big thing.  The ways of the past were doomed to not last the next stage is set, we haven't got to our places yet.  This stage of life is easier than thought, in fact the thought is a lie … Continue reading Thought →

People come into your life, a bright and shining star... misconceptions... loyalty misplaced, why did I even try?  I can't begin to fathom how she must feel, betrayed, dismayed and without a clue.  What I thought were friends turned out to be wolves, preying on my Skye.  I kept her safe, but made her hate me... … Continue reading An evening spent with el Diablo →

Ravenheart Affluent nightmares rent the night, she quivers in her sleep. Memories of pain once had, mar the tapestry face Can she not see for folly of thought, chosen fear is death? Likely not, she builds up walls, sequestering herself... Darkened skye chokes out her light, brightness dulled to flicker.

Bird Falling From Skye Feeling warranted, loss is not. Nothing was done that deserved this toss this tossing away, the memory won't be there. Self destruct and tear down your heart, it is the path you follow, back again, to be fucked over and over.  This time your friend may not be there, to catch you, falling … Continue reading #72 →

Hope Falters Left to fend for one day, and the wolf is invited back in. Seven times before was rough, eight makes the fool Le sigh et Ave Atque Vale Familiarity breeds complacency, breeds foolish mistake.

The First Step is Hardest of AllNot seen for what it really is, the light grows brighter stillNary held by what happens here but judged by what happened thereThe light was not there, in the darkness, in the chosen sorrow.Light is energy, in pure form, positive, unyielding,Bent but not broken, raced but not beatWavering comes … Continue reading #70 →

Our WorldI see her there, interpreting silenceWatching them pass. missing their presenceWondering why, why they went awayleaving her there, alone "Do not worry my dear", I whisper in earLetting her know that it rains and it snowsbut life will begin again and in the endshe will but rise, alive to see... The end of her sadnessThe beauty … Continue reading #69 →

Pay AttentionThe brightest light is seen here, that there is but a reflection, a glamour of truth.Do not be swayed, do not be fooled, by appearance alone.  Energy doesn't lie,don't ignore the most useful gift for lusts of feeling, of body, of emotion.Manifested demons riding on waves of energy, drawn to marked receptor.Feeding, preying on … Continue reading #68 →

Victim & PUASlipping in and slipping out, knowing what this is about another,the other energy pouring forth... pretty face catches hold,grabbing hold and twisting soul, seeking nothing but control. Many are trapped and few ever loved, a deep seeded problemin the self.  Yearning, craving to get the fill, trouncing any who don't bend to will.  Lonely still, … Continue reading #67 →