#369

Inconsiderate Expulsion  Seven and seven goes down smoothly  Wine bar aesthetic  Loving life Ceeeping slowly Methane gas fills aura SBD  nostril assault  Looking around with disgust What the literal fuck?!? Dude runs away disgusted Culprit found in abject innocence  Humans are weirdly predictable  Goddamn, that was raunchy!

#368

Breathe Alive  Alive on vibrational precipice Blended but remaining above  Separation anxiety  Seeking closeness  Those intimate feels Rare oil resting alone Evolving worth much like wine Not mixing with low vibration of water Awareness breeds understanding  Pangs of without remain Oh the moment of reprieve  May never happen at all Or next week arrival  The … Continue reading #368

#366

Weekend Reprieve  Witnessing mating ritual madness,  The night long affair  Reason be to not go on Saturday,  Friday out Pathetic attempts at satiating id,  Prefrontal release Emptiness result, momentary lapse,  A brief glimpse What some see day by day. Revelry is beautiful but sad in sudden encompass of reality  Living the sevens by two.  I … Continue reading #366

#364

Level Realization  Suffering is often writ of, tis something I know well All pain is different in ways, alike in as many others  To suffer breeds experience, breeds knowledge, breeds growth Explained away as "I'm okay", inside the child crying  Day by day, though strong, my heart is slowly dying. Callousness battles empathy, struggles as … Continue reading #364

Social understanding 

When you have never experienced the sensual touch of another, being touched in a sensual manner is very foreign idea. I am very interested in the female form, sensuality, and mind, but I have never experienced true sexuality. What chances I have had have been frought with self doubt and negative self talk.  I have … Continue reading Social understanding 

#363

Sanity's Plea In dead of night, awakened by fire, mind takes flight Flame tendered on tension's rise, thoughts rendered for distraction's prize Publicly alone, bubble of awareness none dare penetrate for cowardice sake Tedious to play bullshit game, known not at all, save by name  Reactionary smile displayed all the while, secrets known from burden … Continue reading #363