#130

Mas Effect

The beauty within, cries false as the beauty without takes over

Trumped up ego and materialistic want cave true love’s blossom

Crawling back to simplicity, erred on wipes their brow.

Nothing new, just varied form… ego does as ego is.

Like the lumberjack robbing the world of majestic beauty

Shallow and fickle ego removes any evidence of serenity

The blind that see, the deaf that hear, unconsciously conscious

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#129

One

proximity infatuations rule our lives until someone

comes along that we cannot do without,

the one that changes our way of thinking,

the one that makes you forget alone

the one that sees your inner self

the one that helps you find that inner self

the one to join you in this journey of life, partners

the one.

Real truth

there is no mythological being in the sky with a judgement hammer watching your every move… laughing at us all, being a sadistic prick. The power is energy… energy resides as the source to every atom in existence. 

Ask a physicist what energy is: “Energy is and always has been, can never be created or destroyed, moves in form, through form and out of form.” 

Ask a theologian what god is: “God is and always has been, can never be created or destroyed, moves in form, through form and out of form.”

semantics and politically/socially inspired mythologies are what divide people.

#128

Reverse, Reverse!

Drama, unnecessary, unrequited love… 

It doesn’t hurt but makes me sad, very very sad

To think, I wanted to give my all, invest in love

What happened happened and thus, I move on

Two different places, age, maturity, reversed

Oh well, *shrug*, I have no regrets

#127

Lost Egoic Ignorance

Love is more than you could ever know

More than kisses, more than hugs, more than golden threads

and different beds, Step outside your ego and bloom comes alive

Watch love blossom without expectations, acceptance of faults

acceptance of past, acceptance of self, acceptance of life

Love is more than you could ever know

#126

Giving No Shits

When giving a shit mattered, I was an unhappy person

lost in the he said, she said bullshit, unable to be myself

When giving a shit mattered, I was not very kind

lost in my own ego, pleasing him or her, hiding myself

When giving a shit mattered, I could not find peace

lost in the past and future, not living life as it was lived

When giving a shit mattered, i was but a shell of myself

lost in the intelligent madness of a world gone askew.

A friend posted the following interesting sentiment and I replied thus…

Interesting sentiment –

“Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror. I mean really studied your reflection: To the point where it seems as if for a split second that you see yourself as others see you. Yeah that second where you realize that there is so much more to you than you actually thought. It always turns that I never like the person I see. There are so many things that I should be doing but choose to be lazy and not do them. There are so many changes that I need to make: yet, I always find an excuse to keep things the way they are. There is this ever powerful knowledge that my life is so much more than I give it credit for. Yeah don’t pretend that you haven’t been there. We all have. The thing is, I don’t know how to break away from the Norm. How to reach out to myself and say’ ” This is the day where you will make a difference,This is the day of no excuses.” Maybe, I do know how to break away but refuse to see it because I am so scared of changing. so scared of trying and failing. But what I have realized in the short time in writing this is, That if I never break away from the norm,How will I ever know the difference. The difference is what matters and today I choose to make that difference in my life. So, the next time I stare into my reflection and see myself for that split second,at least I can say ” Well at least I tried,Damn it.”I love y’all god bless”

My Reply –

what you are doing is stepping outside the realm of your unconscious ego, the place this society thrives You are stepping into the now, the present. The you you see, that you think everyone else sees, is your own recognition of the life energy within us all… a step into the metaphysical realm. We are all one, every living thing on this planet.. every unliving thing as well. Energy is the source of every atom in the universe, at the quantum mechanical level. My name is Starstuff for a reason, for every base element, and therefore every thing, in existence was birthed within a dying star. Carbon based life forms? Carbon was formed within a supernova of a dying star… etc etc.

What you have touched on is an interesting and effective practice to get out of the man-made realm and quandary of time, the only moment that will ever exist and that will ever matter is now… being present, not being depressed or nostalgic about the past, not being anxious or nervous about the future. Life is happening now!