Sooner or LaterRealizations are made and songs sung are heard,Sooner or later.Fake bleeds blood washing eyes to show truth and mistakes,Sooner or later.Fallacies are discovered, ruminations are had, “What have I done?”Sooner or later.Truth is made manifest, love moves on, what could be will never be,Sooner or later.A new song fills the air, loves blossoms … Continue reading #174
Life is about lessons learnt, there are no dead ends... it is your responsibility to not hang on to something out of familiarity or comfort, but rather to explore the vastness of existence, taking the good and the bad, stoically. No one is worse or better than any other. Live with gratitude and love.
A Life Apart He is the man needed for a time, ne'er wanted... and thus it is. Used and loved for what he offers, which is a glimpse into the world without. Discarded once they have been shown and found their way A life apart, this is why he goes through cycles of withdraw. It … Continue reading #173
Why am I seen as an asexual creature? What is it about me being a great friend that makes women scared to consider having feelings for me? Why am I always the guy who becomes the straight "gay" best friend? I can repair or guide anyone through their shit but when the dust clears "thanks … Continue reading Mid-year thoughts…
I AmI am not an engineer who designs and makes shitI am not a soldier defending corporate interestsI am not an athlete making goals, touchdowns, baskets, runsI am richer by far than any of the aboveI know what life is worth, I see what is taken for grantedI am a differently-abled starving artist, trying to … Continue reading #172
Martyrdom Taught to live, to appreciate life. Shown the lighter side, the grander side of life. Wiser teaches well, Friend flies away… Wiser needs to be selfish, helping others has its place But self is the whole, being a martyr for love is not what Has got to be done, to ride, to fly, to … Continue reading #171
A Moment In Time A beautiful friendship, the purest love. Cantankerous history need not overshadow Real love does not ruin true friendship, enhances is all How to let her see what I feel, that is the quandary. How to go about this... time will tell, hand writ words Spill over in letter form. Perhaps it … Continue reading #170
Twain Are we the greatest love story untold? Two geeks passing in the night, crossing paths, touching each other’s being… What would become of us if we allowed life to take its course? We dance a dance of wandering fireflies, seeing each other’s light Not yet ready to unite, but attracted one and the same … Continue reading #169
“Nice” Guy FinishingCould I be the one; the yearned; the lusted; the wanted?Has my passion and love of life bled through the bullshit facade,The mockery of consciousness that is this living hell?Has that passion offered a glimpse of heaven, the heaven,The next state of human evolution? Could it be so?Time will tell this chaotically beautiful … Continue reading #168
DestinySift out, shift up, watch the willows burnGasoline burning eyes against the window paneWatching years waste by, waste becomes the new.Rise from ash, egg needs break for bird to growEntropy is beautifully inevitable. Dust mote catches,Wind breathes, Fire burns anew... fan the flamesYou greedy whore, destruction's wake.
Confidence and arrogance are similar but also two very different things. Confidence is what it is... just the power of being and knowing who you are. Arrogance, on the other hand, is a fear based mask, hiding insecurities, oft times deeply seeded ones. Humility perpetrated by the outstanding individual is a slap in the face … Continue reading Word thoughts
We create our own world but everyone does not create equally.We are all artists. We can paint the canvas of our life anyway we want it.But some have access to a wider variety of paints than others.They can paint a richer, fuller painting. They can give themselves a richer, fuller life.So how to you get … Continue reading Veritas
What is Love? My heart was recently pried open after many many years... stifling lonesomeness, a remnant not too far gone. Alone, amidst a sea of blank faces, that is how I felt. I cannot begin to make it understood, the enormity of these choked down feelings. Too much sadness, there is too much sadness … Continue reading #166
I am not judging or being angry, I am just throwing my truth hammer around, trying to break some of these glass houses. I try to speak the truth, though I can be rather blunt, and I am not vindictive or angry about anything. I am one of the nicest people you will ever meet... … Continue reading Truth Hammer
Commodity Duplicitous feelings covered with bullshit's mask Flirtatious banter, soothing the ego of slattern’s want. Treated with careless abandon, walls in place for years Girls, fickle, wanting light and hope but relishing their ego driven Hell. Old scars itching, withdrawal seems nigh Preserve the emotional peace, none to risk the unknown, Cowards of life. Better … Continue reading #165
Paint the seconds Painting, painting, laughing friends. Moments shared, a means to end. Gracious assistance, one cannot compete, knowing guidance, experienced hands Thanking paternal guidance in rearing. A brighter way, happiness abounding Placating sentiments are not… there in the heart, a feeling is felt. A connection, A spiritual link, deeper than deep, he smiles while … Continue reading #164