#174

Sooner or LaterRealizations are made and songs sung are heard,Sooner or later.Fake bleeds blood washing eyes to show truth and mistakes,Sooner or later.Fallacies are discovered, ruminations are had, “What have I done?”Sooner or later.Truth is made manifest, love moves on, what could be will never be,Sooner or later.A new song fills the air, loves blossoms … Continue reading #174 →

The Good, The Bad… All Lessons

Life is about lessons learnt, there are no dead ends... it is your responsibility to not hang on to something out of familiarity or comfort, but rather to explore the vastness of existence, taking the good and the bad, stoically. No one is worse or better than any other. Live with gratitude and love.

#173

A Life Apart He is the man needed for a time, ne'er wanted... and thus it is. Used and loved for what he offers, which is a glimpse into the world without. Discarded once they have been shown and found their way A life apart, this is why he goes through cycles of withdraw. It … Continue reading #173 →

Mid-year thoughts…

Why am I seen as an asexual creature? What is it about me being a great friend that makes women scared to consider having feelings for me? Why am I always the guy who becomes the straight "gay" best friend? I can repair or guide anyone through their shit but when the dust clears "thanks … Continue reading Mid-year thoughts… →

#172

I AmI am not an engineer who designs and makes shitI am not a soldier defending corporate interestsI am not an athlete making goals, touchdowns, baskets, runsI am richer by far than any of the aboveI know what life is worth, I see what is taken for grantedI am a differently-abled starving artist, trying to … Continue reading #172 →

#171

Martyrdom Taught to live, to appreciate life. Shown the lighter side, the grander side of life. Wiser teaches well, Friend flies away… Wiser needs to be selfish, helping others has its place But self is the whole, being a martyr for love is not what Has got to be done, to ride, to fly, to … Continue reading #171 →

#170

A Moment In Time A beautiful friendship, the purest love. Cantankerous history need not overshadow Real love does not ruin true friendship, enhances is all How to let her see what I feel, that is the quandary. How to go about this... time will tell, hand writ words Spill over in letter form. Perhaps it … Continue reading #170 →

#169

Twain Are we the greatest love story untold? Two geeks passing in the night, crossing paths, touching each other’s being… What would become of us if we allowed life to take its course? We dance a dance of wandering fireflies, seeing each other’s light Not yet ready to unite, but attracted one and the same … Continue reading #169 →

#168

“Nice” Guy FinishingCould I be the one; the yearned; the lusted; the wanted?Has my passion and love of life bled through the bullshit facade,The mockery of consciousness that is this living hell?Has that passion offered a glimpse of heaven, the heaven,The next state of human evolution? Could it be so?Time will tell this chaotically beautiful … Continue reading #168 →

#167

DestinySift out, shift up, watch the willows burnGasoline burning eyes against the window paneWatching years waste by, waste becomes the new.Rise from ash, egg needs break for bird to growEntropy is beautifully inevitable. Dust mote catches,Wind breathes, Fire burns anew... fan the flamesYou greedy whore, destruction's wake.