But Why?!? feeling not myself maybe worry but why?!? narcissistic assclown games power hungry resentful retardation must get back somehow debit card madness uber nor lyft fuck me taxi good baby home night early comes lights gone socket madness resentful revenge gone soon enough cannot control reality get over one's self asked for it received
Highland Hiccups Sitting, thinking, feeling high 3,000mg Sacramento solid, "No smoke, I'm from Colorado" Indicascent... lights, all of it Hyper-aware "I won't let you miss class" One thinks ten, not even two minutes pass with many thoughts, permeating Sensing, but not hearing Oh yeah, earbuds Facepalm moments, to what height will rise, one questions whatever … Continue reading #414
Wayward Son Old looks young, beers go down easy Life never had first time around Pert and taught primed for life Fuck TBI and subsequent recovery Hell on earth realized, handled Conquered Old looks younger, lost in nostalgia never had Paradigm shifts realities Multidimensional, multiple timelines - Somewhere at this moment, I am what I … Continue reading #413
Choices In Life travels to alma mater drunkish before 4pm feel amazing consciousness realized and unreal bliss actualization stops at favorite coffee shop at near half-past four feeling connected, self-saw in everyone abundance surrounds, abundance around lack, the lie of the age co-creating life in thought reality better and better freedom is mastery beggardom is … Continue reading #412
Selfish Selflessness socially constructed monogamy unnaturally constructed paradigm jealousy, unnaturally quantified holds no place ownership, archaic, doesn't exist just taking turns laughable drama, projected claiming yet refusing claim hypocritical oaths sworn daily to self, to others, to venus latter cake takes, prefrontal whims red dress, blue light special shut wide eyes perversions of life, modern … Continue reading #410
Rainbow tiny, insignificant being stellar realize starstuff reality redefined existence over, over over again. known not known thoughts illusory labels floating eyes wide open, eyes wide shut shifting conscious close far away dream
Sickness in Truth living in land of wheat choked clowns gluten-free frenzy puppet lot, none better than other shit show directed guided by voices swaft predilection unconscious acquiescence is morbid intentions guiding benevolent intentions swayed lost in constructed complacency. sections waking feeling, sensing, being truth fevered few, growing by spades itches scratched organic health fiat … Continue reading #408
