D Versus E Post wall THOT, hotness previous Gone for a couple, Come back cougar smashed Chasing young cos only attention Friend from afore Still rocking form and sway Kids not effecting Work affectionately paid for oneself Nostalgia twinges, red pill prevails Laughter and facepalm Power supplanted Funny to see in action
Writing on unspoken, unacted on kinks, desires, wishes, experiences. I am amazed I am so centered and self-aware, rather than a mushy ball of repressed anger, then again...my inner child may be just that. I think not. I have experienced glimpses of sexuality, though having never been, truly, desired, I don't understand the whole bullshit … Continue reading Paradigm of Virtue? part 1
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I took a step yesterday...removing energy/confirmation leeches from my field of influence. I am done with the games, with the bullshit that is directed by and thus perpetuated by this current paradigm.
Selfish Selflessness socially constructed monogamy unnaturally constructed paradigm jealousy, unnaturally quantified holds no place ownership, archaic, doesn't exist just taking turns laughable drama, projected claiming yet refusing claim hypocritical oaths sworn daily to self, to others, to venus latter cake takes, prefrontal whims red dress, blue light special shut wide eyes perversions of life, modern … Continue reading #410
Sex is fun and I love having it, but I don't. Yes, I have sexual thoughts all throughout the day. Yes, I'm a good looking guy with a gym-toned body. I'm more than average, in the intelligence arena, I'm back in school for a second/third degree, etc etc. I am busy(ish). I am an 18 … Continue reading Worth
U. N. I. T. Y. (Unfortunately No Inquiry Tells You) her beauty walked in darkness clouded shrouds of mind filled with sanity dance childish whims, presence alike masking ever-present desire for self-fulfillment fooled alike, man after man fooled for men long dead, portraits revered energy sorted, real prize sponges swathed in glorified entitlement filled to overflowing, … Continue reading #405
Blessed Injury Time has come and truth is seen Fucked and whored since but a tween Man wants no part as he's seen shit Of different sort and wants none of it Painful hell, elapsed benefit in disguise Best of best seen lesser in counter eyes Bullshit system, manipulation run amuck For the longest time, … Continue reading #377
Why Good Men Gone Gone the days of youth Fun had, fucks bad and good a plenty Wall struck, face first Bewilderment marks face shocked by real Fertility wanes as value plummets Responsibility skirted for woman card play I have a vagina! I have a vagina! Woman card fades fast or faster Oblivious acting, same … Continue reading #374
Romantic Love Does Not Exist Shifting weights are changing minds What weighs on in unending reverence Weighs ended on satisfaction halt Bend not in Rome spired notions Of farcical emotion, false representation What does not, can not exist Roman romance, Shakespeare's jest Guy and girl suicide rife folly of youth Folly of history remembrance Glorified … Continue reading #373