Written last night, formatting errors, fixed.

Kyle, nineteen years later It is frustratingly hilarious....being an honest guy in this world of makeup, lies, and other deceptions. He can't win for losing, he cannot help but freely open up about his past and his lack of experience. His lack of experience determines that any future experience will never happen. Said lack is … Continue reading Written last night, formatting errors, fixed.

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Another step

I took a step yesterday...removing energy/confirmation leeches from my field of influence. I am done with the games, with the bullshit that is directed by and thus perpetuated by this current paradigm.

#418

But Why?!? feeling not myself maybe worry but why?!? narcissistic assclown games power hungry resentful retardation must get back somehow debit card madness uber nor lyft fuck me taxi good baby home night early comes lights gone socket madness resentful revenge gone soon enough cannot control reality get over one's self asked for it received

#412

Choices In Life travels to alma mater drunkish before 4pm feel amazing consciousness realized and unreal bliss actualization stops at favorite coffee shop at near half-past four feeling connected, self-saw in everyone abundance surrounds, abundance around lack, the lie of the age co-creating life in thought reality better and better freedom is mastery beggardom is … Continue reading #412

#410

Selfish Selflessness socially constructed monogamy unnaturally constructed paradigm jealousy, unnaturally quantified holds no place ownership, archaic, doesn't exist just taking turns laughable drama, projected claiming yet refusing claim hypocritical oaths sworn daily to self, to others, to venus latter cake takes, prefrontal whims red dress, blue light special shut wide eyes perversions of life, modern … Continue reading #410

#408

Sickness in Truth living in land of wheat choked clowns gluten-free frenzy puppet lot, none better than other shit show directed guided by voices swaft predilection unconscious acquiescence is morbid intentions guiding benevolent intentions swayed lost in constructed complacency. sections waking feeling, sensing, being truth fevered few, growing by spades itches scratched organic health fiat … Continue reading #408