So I'm a OG blogger. No, not one of these douchey, latte chugging, sweater vest, afternoon brunch mother fuckers… and no, I wasn't and am not (checks neck growth) a glorified neck beard. I started a livejournal July of 2000, down in good 'ole Harrisburg, Virginia. I was a sixteen-year-old burgeoning muician, writer and scholar, … Continue reading Ser Peter Sigma
Tag: life
Post marriage reality
Western society has advanced to the point of hating and demonizing men. It is what it is. Life, in this first quarter of the 21st century is proving to be a profound experience. Especially seeing that I am a disabled, straight white male. Feminism, and thus the overarching communist base of feminism, has poisoned western … Continue reading Post marriage reality
Paradigm apparent
Boys are being raised as defective women, girls are being raised as defective men. Hypothetical: Woman dates/fucks the bad boys, bad boys treat them like they're just a cock holster... to the bad boys, that is all they are... woman then dates a regular guy, projecting all the bad qualities woman received from the bad … Continue reading Paradigm apparent
WW1 to Trump – episode 2
TheTreaty of Versailles... reparations against Germany... wheelbarrow of Reichsmarks for loaf of bread... etc etc. Roaring twenties, suffrage for women, prohibition.... yeah. 10-24-1929: planned stock market crash, American overlords bank and laugh at the plebs, their underlings panic, some suicides, harsh times, dust bowl, stuff... Hitler takes over Germany in 1933, begins rebuilding the military … Continue reading WW1 to Trump – episode 2
What is reality?
Found this bit on my livejournal.. written over a decade ago Reality Realizing things are not what they seem Some things are meant to be unclean. Order and neatness,a false sense of completenes. Chaos rules the cosmos and human existence, bent on a will not known, yet followed by multitudes untold.
Armadilidium vulgare
Do rolly pollies prefer virgins over more experienced females? The answer, yes. An aversion to whoredom isn't misogyny, it's nature. Teach your daughters to keep their legs closed, if they want a successful marriage and family life. That means, the hoe phase is a lie. The hoe phase is a bullshit horror "spent women" like … Continue reading Armadilidium vulgare
Friend zone and sex zone
Friend Zone, for women, is equated with the men's Sex Only Zone. You women made yourselves trash, it's your own fault. Women, for decades, have chosen to embrace and champion whoredom. As a child, young teenager, young man I wanted to have kids, felt a strong desire to have kids… as an undesirable male to … Continue reading Friend zone and sex zone
Adjusting accordingly
Ascension is absolutely beautiful! Learning to hear and heed your intuition/angels is an amazing though challenging thing to accomplish. I am still getting comfortable with the adjustments of being a conscious doer to conscious observer. “Hey, Kyle, shut the fuck up and sit down, the movie is about to start!”
Projected Outcome: cats
20’s girls: “Men ain’t shit!” “We don’t need no men, we’re boss bitches!” 30+ women: “Where are all the good men?!?” Good men listened, your projection worked beautifully. You guys (women that behave this way…c’mon now, no sense lying about it) can kick rocks. Your projection was “men ain’t shit”, all we hear is “We … Continue reading Projected Outcome: cats
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It had to be this way
/// /// Welcome to the Great Awakening. In the fall of 2017, posts began appearing on anonymous online forums which have since become “the biggest 'inside' 'approved' [information] dump in American history,” giving we, the people unprecedented insight into a far-reaching shadow war between patriots (within and outside of the government and military) and an … Continue reading It had to be this way
Situation Update
/// /// Welcome to the Great Awakening. In the fall of 2017, posts began appearing on anonymous online forums which have since become “the biggest 'inside' 'approved' [information] dump in American history,” giving we, the people unprecedented insight into a far-reaching shadow war between patriots (within and outside of the government and military) and an … Continue reading Situation Update
Insight
/// /// Lin said people have to accept that we are at war right now. Today’s wars are not fought by storming the battlefield like yesterday wars. 1) Trump is part of a military operation. 2) The cabal had planned for decades the fall of America. Obama did a lot of damage during his terms. … Continue reading Insight
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Chances following closely, loosely laughing inward ways falling over and again life’s vector shifts, ever after waking each moment gifted, reality without
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Kyle, nineteen years later It is frustratingly hilarious....being an honest guy in this world of makeup, lies, and other deceptions. He can't win for losing, he cannot help but freely open up about his past and his lack of experience. His lack of experience determines that any future experience will never happen. Said lack is … Continue reading Written last night, formatting errors, fixed.
Another step
I took a step yesterday...removing energy/confirmation leeches from my field of influence. I am done with the games, with the bullshit that is directed by and thus perpetuated by this current paradigm.
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But Why?!? feeling not myself maybe worry but why?!? narcissistic assclown games power hungry resentful retardation must get back somehow debit card madness uber nor lyft fuck me taxi good baby home night early comes lights gone socket madness resentful revenge gone soon enough cannot control reality get over one's self asked for it received
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Choices In Life travels to alma mater drunkish before 4pm feel amazing consciousness realized and unreal bliss actualization stops at favorite coffee shop at near half-past four feeling connected, self-saw in everyone abundance surrounds, abundance around lack, the lie of the age co-creating life in thought reality better and better freedom is mastery beggardom is … Continue reading #412
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Selfish Selflessness socially constructed monogamy unnaturally constructed paradigm jealousy, unnaturally quantified holds no place ownership, archaic, doesn't exist just taking turns laughable drama, projected claiming yet refusing claim hypocritical oaths sworn daily to self, to others, to venus latter cake takes, prefrontal whims red dress, blue light special shut wide eyes perversions of life, modern … Continue reading #410
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Rainbow tiny, insignificant being stellar realize starstuff reality redefined existence over, over over again. known not known thoughts illusory labels floating eyes wide open, eyes wide shut shifting conscious close far away dream
#408
Sickness in Truth living in land of wheat choked clowns gluten-free frenzy puppet lot, none better than other shit show directed guided by voices swaft predilection unconscious acquiescence is morbid intentions guiding benevolent intentions swayed lost in constructed complacency. sections waking feeling, sensing, being truth fevered few, growing by spades itches scratched organic health fiat … Continue reading #408
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Goes Ever On thus, the adventure continued change was needed, change was achieved not regretful, for choices were purposed seeing every mishap as lesson to push through not stuck never stuck ever forward motion goes safety is illusionary farce of greatest scale minimization needed letting go of all that holds walking is winning.
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Blessed Injury Time has come and truth is seen Fucked and whored since but a tween Man wants no part as he's seen shit Of different sort and wants none of it Painful hell, elapsed benefit in disguise Best of best seen lesser in counter eyes Bullshit system, manipulation run amuck For the longest time, … Continue reading #377
This thing called life
Life as we know it is a ball of hormones, influenced and controlled by media influence. This is a very sad and droll look at human existence, to think we are on some sort of plateau when in reality we are holding ourselves back with small mindedness and political absurdities. Life is a truly … Continue reading This thing called life
Hashtag Truth
Here I am, a romantic who has never known love, a great catch who cannot catch anything beyond fish during fishing excursions. I am naïve, awkward and too focused on the wrong things. I need to focus on myself, my future, my wealth, my health. I need to put me first, fuck this social conditioning … Continue reading Hashtag Truth