It's HerIt's always been youBeginning before you knew who I wasI knew youI cherished youIt's always been youContinuing as you showed up on my stepYou needed meI opened my armsIt's always been you Steadfast as looked over "Too good a friend"Likely excuseIt's always been you Friend zoned complacencySeen as subparBroken manIt's always been youAgainst better judgement Undervalued I cannot deny … Continue reading #297
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#198
Relic A love so apparent an outsider can see, a love so profound it is seen when talking About her, her smile, her life, her daughter. A love unrequited, felt for nigh on Sixteen years, a love he now sees is haunting his very being, friend is all she wants, And so he freely gives. … Continue reading #198
Mid-year thoughts…
Why am I seen as an asexual creature? What is it about me being a great friend that makes women scared to consider having feelings for me? Why am I always the guy who becomes the straight "gay" best friend? I can repair or guide anyone through their shit but when the dust clears "thanks … Continue reading Mid-year thoughts…
#170
A Moment In Time A beautiful friendship, the purest love. Cantankerous history need not overshadow Real love does not ruin true friendship, enhances is all How to let her see what I feel, that is the quandary. How to go about this... time will tell, hand writ words Spill over in letter form. Perhaps it … Continue reading #170
#168
“Nice” Guy FinishingCould I be the one; the yearned; the lusted; the wanted?Has my passion and love of life bled through the bullshit facade,The mockery of consciousness that is this living hell?Has that passion offered a glimpse of heaven, the heaven,The next state of human evolution? Could it be so?Time will tell this chaotically beautiful … Continue reading #168
#164
Paint the seconds Painting, painting, laughing friends. Moments shared, a means to end. Gracious assistance, one cannot compete, knowing guidance, experienced hands Thanking paternal guidance in rearing. A brighter way, happiness abounding Placating sentiments are not… there in the heart, a feeling is felt. A connection, A spiritual link, deeper than deep, he smiles while … Continue reading #164