It's HerIt's always been youBeginning before you knew who I wasI knew youI cherished youIt's always been youContinuing as you showed up on my stepYou needed meI opened my armsIt's always been you Steadfast as looked over "Too good a friend"Likely excuseIt's always been you Friend zoned complacencySeen as subparBroken manIt's always been youAgainst better judgement Undervalued I cannot deny … Continue reading #297


“Nice” Guy FinishingCould I be the one; the yearned; the lusted; the wanted?Has my passion and love of life bled through the bullshit facade,The mockery of consciousness that is this living hell?Has that passion offered a glimpse of heaven, the heaven,The next state of human evolution?  Could it be so?Time will tell this chaotically beautiful … Continue reading #168


Paint the seconds Painting, painting, laughing friends. Moments shared, a means to end. Gracious assistance, one cannot compete, knowing guidance, experienced hands Thanking paternal guidance in rearing.  A brighter way, happiness abounding Placating sentiments are not… there in the heart, a feeling is felt.  A connection, A spiritual link, deeper than deep, he smiles while … Continue reading #164