2016
My friend, loved two decades hence, ne’er reciprocal time. Friend zoned by free love..no hope..no hope…
Ne’er the one, ne’er a one, ne’er more than friendship game shown, a hug, a drunk nipple suck
Inebriated intimacy, all known for ten years since, one time, the first time…coerced love
Loved but unloved lover, that dearth of experience at adolescent birth…shoved, thrust, dropped to deep end maturity
Without, must learn on the fly, socially stagnant, anxiously becoming less and less yet so much more
Social mess with a So Calness, misplaced functionality, free love given to a stone heart world. Scary
Thoughts bouncing, devouring instinct, playing their part…whispering sidelong apathy, cherish the moments, lost in
Theta wave twilight, that bewitching hour of thought…
Consciousness heightened, not hindered nor constrained by banal being
Hitchhiker 