Want of Reason
trust is nonexistent, fucking every dick that says hi
for all I know, it has been that way from the start
when did the lies start? when did lie become reality?
knowledge is lost, pushed aside in love’s stupor
what the fuck?! This really sucks, i felt she could be
my wife, A foolish notion to give a part of your life
to one who sees you as an option, a momentary
pause. What on earth was the cause, of love loss
and reason for double cross? Again, I cannot
know. Want of lust, of worthless wealth clouds the
mind; enough to make one sick if any knew the price,
nay the cost of death of trust, agonizing screams
silent in the mind yet seen with open, unclouded eyes
my strength is too great, I welcome hurt, a glutton, for
torture of heart. Any other, have left not long after start
energy courses through my every pore,
I feel its power, its magnetic pull in the core
she needs my guidance, my teaching hands
love is an illusion, the greatest of them all
or is it the illusion of love is evil disguised?
Love being the greatest of all, the wicked seek to use
love’s graces to do as they please, accomplished
and done with tremendous ease. Gain hard won
trust and deep felt love, flip the script and
“do as you lust”, saying to self that you are just,
free in all, love holds no sway. To love is to
sacrifice, self to self, put another’s wants before
your own. Some cannot know, though they be full
grown, sheltered and bled by “friends” not friends.
grabbing for shit and pushing aside loves graceful
hand, why the fuck am I still here?! A test of strength?
Energy be damned… it does not lie. I grew up very fast
some are far behind. I nudge and I nudge, being pushed
to my point. What point that is, none can yet know
I might not want to find out, it would be quite a show.