knowing you will never be the one, always last in the boat
too good of a friend… it hurts and strengthens the
resolve to become a prick, the ones they fuck and then
regret. better to be lusted for than tucked away on a shelf of disrepair.
Oh to be a fucked up boy toy. To be a good guy, a broke but not
broken man, it is harder than you think. Forgotten as a wandering fool
A fool for thinking he might be meant for more, but none are more.
All seeking cliche anecdotes to society’s “man” Fuck this!